Ben and I have been together for 4 years now. Our relationship was built on common interests and drinking ourselves silly,frequenting our favorite restaurants and bars and enjoying each others company. We met and within 3 months I got pregnant with our daughter Amaya. We moved from California to Santa Fe,New Mexico. I hated it there because it was the first time I had ever moved to another state, I didn't have my license because of a DUI I got when I was 20 and I missed my family. We stayed there for 3 years. In that period of time I had Dylan when Amaya was only 6 months old. I developed an extremely terrible case of post partum depression and we finally moved back to California this year. Ben hates it here.
He hates it here so much, that we literally have fought more times this year than we have gotten along. It has been a bumpy road and it just seems to get bumpier. There is a lot of resentment built up between the both of us.
We are stuck in this permanent argument of who does more. I'm so tired of fighting.We don't yell at each other but we just don't speak to each other either which I think is more unhealthy.
I recently got on anti-anxiety medicine because he gives me anxiety. I don't enjoy going places with him and to be perfectly honest I don't like to spend time with him anymore because he is so negative.
My question is,"How do we work this out?"
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