So I'm totally stuck on my relationship subject and I just need to let it all out. I must warn you it is going to be raw and uninhibited.
The question I ask myself everyday is, "Am i just doing this for the kids?". It has come to the point in our relationship that it is now just business basically. The business of taking care of the children on my end and him going to work and supplying the income for rent,groceries and bills. I asked him one day,"Can you remember the last time you just felt like giving me a hug just to give me a hug?". His response was, "No I can't. Your not very inviting most of the time."
I feel like we have fallen out of love with each other. Once we had the kids it all changed. I love my kids and I wouldn't change a moment in time. But once we had the kids the romance flew out the door and was replaced with constant bickering,snide comments and vying of disiplinary control and who's way of thinking is better or more logical. It's everyday!
He thinks that moving away from my family would make him happier. But being next to my family is what makes me happy. The question is,"where do you make the compromise?".
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